memoirs of a Geisha

Location: Macon, Georgia, United States

i'm a freelance artist about to enter grad school in Atlanta in March. I'm a graphic designer,who loves to paint, draw, collage, i also do photography, illustrations, photo manipulation

Tuesday, November 29, 2005


i finally let it all out, i laid there in my bed and cried like there was no tomorrow, like there was no today or yesterday and with every tear i release all my suffering seemded to dissipate. i lay there calm and still and in the midst of my reflection there It was, It was ugly and cold...It never cared for me and all It wanted was to see me fall. It put thoughts in my mind to make me think you never loved me so all i would have is It. as i cried It began to get angry, "how dare u not let me have control anymore" It screamed. i said nothing i just lay there still and cried some more as It tried to remind me of all the times my heart was broken, all the lies i was ever fed, all the times someone said i love u and never meant it. and i said nothing just lay there still and cried even harder washing It with my tears..the depths of my soul overflooded and carried It away. and as It drifted further down stream It screamed "i'll be back someday", and with a wet tear streamed face i calmly said i know and i'll be ready

Fairy Tale

once upon a time there was a girl
there had come a time where she had to learn
how to let go of the amazing man she loved
more than life itself, with everything that she was
due to circumstance beyond her will
they could no longer be, hope and dreams unfulfilled
she never doubted the love he had for her
he's the love of her life there's no other
no other man would have her the way he did...
dont do this she cried, as she looked into his eyes
he turned his back to keep his emotions in diguise
looking into her anguished face he said
i have to do whats best for u my dear
..........(to be continued)